Friday, September 18, 2020

Is this hormonal?

 I realised that the MA I want to do is over £8000 this week. For the past month I've been communicating with MMU and friends about the post grad study that I've always planned would happen and I thought was finally going to happen. But while on hold with admissions, I realised I'd misunderstood the fees for part time study.


I'm never going to be the academic I always thought I would be. Eventually.  

I've been crying regularly all week. I say I don't know why I'm crying but it's because I feel my life is worthless. That I've not yet reached my potential.  Today the husband said the "hormonal " thing.  

Yes. I am hormonal. I'm also sad.  



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